Out of place
Over how everyone just SEEMS to
Find all the right words to say, as if they’ve known each
Other for years, and years. Want to add your piece, but the conversation
On to territory you’ve never stepped in before
Feelings arise. Mostly irrational but you can’t help it. Gradually
Overwhelming you. Can’t
Move, function, do anything Other than think about how badly you want to
Feel a part of them. Crack a joke they all laugh at.
Orchestrate a whole
Movement everyone gets behind. Slowly, you want to be part of the
Oligarchy running the place.
Fume at the unfairness of it all. Spills
Over into real life.