if there is one day that i should
suddenly simply just vanish
disappearing forever for good
is there a chance i’ll be missed
will my unending absence be
an endless, infinite vacuum
obliterating my friends’ happy
their overwhelming grief, consume
the miniscule parts of their lives
sometimes as they go about their day
i suddenly pop up in their mind
will they remember the last things i said
or will they continue to stay kids
pure, innocent and grief free
even when i cease to exist
will there come a day they forget me
if i should disappear one day
will they expect me to come back
will they continue to wait
for my return from my disappearing act